
Upstairs or downstairs or in my lady’s chamber?
I promise that rumours of my early demise are largely exaggerated. I know that I have a blog. I know that I should add to my blog…it just hasn’t happened for so many (and largely lame) reasons.
Since The Little Bush Princess started Kindy the pace of life has changed for me more than I could ever have imagined. If I said I missed her sooooooooooooooo much during the day then I would only be telling you one 16th of how keenly I feel her absence. I always knew that she was the constant voice in my day. What I didn’t realise was how much that little chirping meant to me. On so many levels.
I spent the first week of her absence walking around ‘down the street’ (which I think to the rest of the world means window shopping). I did this so much that my feet ached. That had to stop.
So then I moved on to cleaning the house. The problem was that no matter how much I cleaned it the house still looked largely the same. Mostly because I couldn’t bring myself to clean up the kids little games that they’d left when they toddled off to school.
Oh I could go on. You just need to know that every fibre of my being missed my kids, my husband was travelling and it was lonely.
This week just gone I went to a watercolour painting class. I think this brings my total of art classes since High School to three. I think I should do things like it more often. For the first time in weeks I felt like I had achieved something other than missing my family. I worked on the geese above (excuse the crappy image, our scanner is not cutting edge technology…it didn’t deal very well with scanning a white goose on a white page…oh and the geese have feet…and another goose…the printer just wouldn’t allow for them) and I look forward to doing more on them next month.
The follow on effect of the geese is that I’m now planning things to come. I plan to sit at my sewing machine (my NEW sewing machine) for the first time in weeks. I plan on picking up scissors and I plan on drafting up some patterns.
Can’t mope forever right?